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[31 Mar 2005|11:15pm] |
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TASTE OF CHAOS!!! HECK YES!
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[31 Mar 2005|11:13pm] |
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TASTE OF CHAOS!!! HECK YES!
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[23 Mar 2005|09:21pm] |
how can I just let you walk away
just let you leave without a trace?
when I stand here taking every breath
with you, oooou
you're the only one
who really knew me at all
how can you just walk away from me
when all I can do is watch you leave?
cause we shared the laughter and the pain
and even shared the tears
you're the only one
who really knew me at all
so take a look at me now
there's just an empty space
there's nothing left here to remind me
just the memory of your face
take a look at me now
there's just an empty space
you comming back to me is against the odds
and thats what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around
turn around and see me cry
there's so much I need to say to you
so many reasons why
you're the only one
who really knew me at all
so take a look at me now
there's just an empty space
there's nothing left here to remind me
just the memory of your face
take a look at me now
there's just an empty space
but to wait for you is all I can do
and that's what I've got to face
take a look at me now
I'll just be standing here
you comming back to me is against the odds
and thats a chance I've got to face
take a look at me now
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[09 Mar 2005|01:58pm] |
Oo my little pretty one, pretty one
When you gonna give me some time, Sharona?
Oo you make my motor run, my motor run
Gun it coming off of the line, Sharona
Never gonna stop, give it up, such a dirty mind
I always get it up with a touch of the younger kind
My-ee ey-ee by-ee ahee ah woo!
Ma ma ma my Sharona
Come a little closer, over here
Close enough to look in my eyes, Sharona
Keep a little mystery, kissin' me
Runnin' down the length of my thigh, Sharona
Never gonna stop, give it up, such a dirty mind
I always get it up from a touch of the younger kind
My-ee ey-ee by-ee ahee ah woo!
Ma ma ma my Sharona
Ma ma ma my Sharona
When ya gonna get to me, get to me
Is it just a matter of time, Sharona
Is it a destiny, a destiny
Or is it just a game in my mind, Sharona
Never gonna stop, give it up, such a dirty mind
I always get it up from a touch of the younger kind
My-ee ey-ee by-ee ahee ah woo!
Ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma
Myee ey-ee by-ee ahee ah woo!
Ma ma ma my Sharona
Ooooh my Sharona
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[06 Mar 2005|12:58pm] |
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so i havent updated in awhile...
nothing has been going on really...
i hang out with kyle and kelli a lot thats about it...
i miss my other friends...
i need to get a job really bad i have no money...
i might get a job at dixieline b/c thats the only place that can work with my schedule b/c my coach knows people there or something complicated like that... (he can hook me up with good hours)...
well thats my life right now... boring huh? im sorry
i have nothing to look forward to really...oh well
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter." -Martin Luther King Jr.
"The victor will never be asked if he told the truth." -Adolf Hitler
"An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind." -Buddha
"A good friend who points out mistakes and imperfections and rebukes evil is to be respected as if he reveals a secret of hidden treasure." -Buddha
"Nothing is evil which is according to nature." -Marcus Aurelius
"A single death is a tragedy; a million deaths is a statistic. " -Joseph Stalin
"This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time." -Fight Club
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[07 Feb 2005|01:37pm] |
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i go to school from 1st period to 5th period!... woo hoo... now my only problem is to find something to do after school
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[30 Jan 2005|09:51pm] |
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i need help in math. its too hard
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[24 Jan 2005|08:07pm] |
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guys are so effing confusing
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[17 Jan 2005|09:24pm] |
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things are going good in my life and im happy... hope things get better though because some of my friends and family members arent having a very good time... so i hope their lives get better as well.
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[13 Jan 2005|02:36pm] |
 | You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls.
Marijuana | | 81% | Alcohol | | 81% | Inhalents | | 81% | Mushrooms | | 75% | Cocaine | | 69% | None! | | 44% | Ecstacy | | 44% | </td>
What's your ideal drug?
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[12 Jan 2005|09:46pm] |
 | You scored as Indie Rock. Indie Rock.
Indie Rock | | 83% | Punk and Pop Punk. | | 83% | Indie | | 71% | Classic Rock. | | 71% | Ska | | 58% | Emo & More | | 58% | Industrial | | 54% | Britpop | | 50% | Hardcore | | 46% | Country | | 42% | Mainstream | | 42% | Hip Hop and Rap | | 33% | </td>
Music Recommendation
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[09 Jan 2005|10:49pm] |
i did something bad.... dun dun DUN!....
but i liked it...
shhhh...
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[03 Jan 2005|06:47pm] |
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i love my friends and how they stick up for me no matter what all these other people are saying.... and for the record... i hate when people talk crap about someone behind their backs and then hang out with them.... tonya knows exactly what and who im talking about!
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[02 Jan 2005|12:13am] |
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so a lot of bull shit has been going on and im not very happy with it... but whatever... i was reading my friends info about love... and he is so true:
"Life is so unfair. You love somone so much and you just get hurt. You know you deserve better but you are blinded by what your heart knows was there. I never understood how people can treat someone they "love" so bad. But Im getting used to it. All you want is to be happy with that person but it seems there out to make your life worse. You know what you should do but its not what your heart wants to do. It tears you up inside. You feel that the person is trying to find love in others places when they should know that they just have to look to you. Love is a funny game, with lots of pain."
that whole paragraph issue pretty much sums up my thoughts about my relationship right now. it all around sucks but its getting better (occasionally)
oh and for all of the anonymous posters... next time have the balls to post your name instead of trying to back up your friend with idiotic remarks that mean nothing to me. so dont be afraid to say your name its not like i hate you... i only hate chelsea and she is the one that i would like to beat up.
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[29 Dec 2004|03:55pm] |
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I've been sitting here for hours
Burned an image of you in my mind
Finding comfort in the words you say
But it's not the same
I know you're worth the wait
And I can't explain
What I'm going through inside
But I would turn away the world
Just to have you here with me tonight
We can take our time
Making sure that everything feels right
It won't be easy but I'm not afraid
You're so far away
We made our start from scratch
It's now or never but we can't look back
I need you with me for another day
You're so far away
Yeah far away
I've been sitting here forever
Your voice is resonating in my mind
Countless hours with you on the phone
And now I'm not alone
I know you're worth the wait
But I can't escape
What I'm going through inside
But i would turn away the world
Just to have you here with me tonight
We can take our time
Making sure that everything feels right
It won't be easy but I'm not afraid
You're so far away
We made our start from scratch
It's now or never but we can't look back
I need you with me for another day
You're so far away
Yeah far away
I know there's no time left for second chances
Still we're right despite these circumstances
You've changed me more than you could ever know
So we will just hang on until tomorrow
So take my hand, don't ever let me go
This time it's right
We can take our time
Making sure that everything feels right
It won't be easy but I'm not afraid
You're so far away
We made our start from scratch
It's now or never but we can't look back
I need you with me for another day
You're so far away
Yeah far away
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[26 Dec 2004|03:55pm] |
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i hate holidays... we should just get rid of all of them
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[22 Dec 2004|03:25pm] |
It's so nice sitting very still,
in a room where no one else can feel
the pain that breaks my heart each day, I'm not ok.
Sunlight shining through my window,
let's me know that I'm still alive
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[20 Dec 2004|06:21pm] |
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Relationships
How many people have you dated this past year?:1
How many people have you kissed in your life?: yo no se
How many people have you said "I love you too" and meant it? about 3 (christian dani and capri and im thinking bob olive might get one soon...if we ever hang out)
Have you ever had a hard time getting over someone?: fo sho
Are you friends with your ex/exes?: yeah
Have you ever cheated on someone?: "i ont ink ooo" (rat race... the guy with the tongue ring)
Have you ever been cheated on?: hope not
What's the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?: got me miracle on christmas (even when we were going through VERY depressing rough times) (i love you christian!)
What do you look for in your ideal mate?: couldnt say (i havent really "shopped around"
Turn-offs: many things. cant fit it all
Best quote to sum up love: "love is like addiction, you cant get over it in one day"
Morals/Beliefs
What religion are you?: christian
Do you got to church regularly?: sometimes with dani (not really though) does bible study count?
What do you think happens when you die: somewhere better awaits you
Do you believe in God?: yes
Satan?: yes
Angels?: yes
Heaven?: yes
Hell?: yes
Are you a virgin?: heck yes! v card for life!
What do you think of abortion?: depends on the situations
Suicide?: depends on the situation and what you believe in
Flag burning?: dont see the point, if you dont like a country that much why dont you just go to war with them? instead of staying in your own country and acting hard
War?: depends on the situations
Pop music?: depends on the situation. haha ( i have a lot of those but thats okay)
What Did You Do...
Last weekend?: hung out with dani skye lauren and amanda (they fucking rock)
Yesterday?:went to dans house
Your last birthday?: went to joes crab shack
New Years Eve?: its was hard enough trying to remember last weekend, do you really think i can remember new years?
Valentines Day?: talked with kyle about lauren (very good night if i might say so myself)
Easter?: probably nothing besides egg hunting
4th of July?: went to kennedy and then did something else (dont remember)
Halloween?: went to dans house, also a fun night
Thanksgiving?:ate a lot of damn food
Christmas Eve?: went to my grandmas house (but cant do that this year b/c they moved to wisconsin, so sad) Christmas Day?: opened presents at home and then other places, nothing really too special
What do you think you'll be doing in..
A week from now?: probably playing with all my new toys from christmas A month from now?: finals...ughhhh A year from now?: hopefully becoming a senior and doing all the fun senior things like homecoming senior breakfast and prom
5 years from now?: hopefully college (a good one)
10 years from now?: successful buisnesswoman
20 years from now?: still successful but hopefully have a husband by now
50 years from now?: still have that husband and maybe grandkids
Ever Been Called...
Dumb?: definately
Retarded?: yup
Ugly?: yup
Hot?: does sarcasm count? if it doesnt, then no
Fat?: yeah
Anorexic?: hah are you joking?. i wish
A waste of space?: probably
Useless?: wouldnt doubt it
Sexy?: nope
Smelly?: most likely
A Slut?: yeah but only kiding
Beautiful?: if one of your really good friends says it, does that still count?
Smart?: yeah right
Quiet?: sometimes
Boring?: hope not
A Bitch?: probably
Rebel?: sometimes
Conceited?: uh... not that i know of
Currently
What are you wearing?:american eagle jeans volcom shirt and chucks
Who are you talking to?: no one
How is the weather?: too dark to tell
What are you listening to?: pulp fiction
What/Who are you thinking about?: nothing/ no one
What are you eating/drinking?: nothing
What are you looking forward to?: nothing
What are you dreading?: everything
How are you feeling?: like im too fat and i need to be annorexic for the night
How is your hair?: too long... im getting it cut tomorrow
What time is it?: 6:14 P.M.
What are you annoyed by?: lifeWhen Was The Last Time You..
Burped?: at lunch with capri and stacie
Kissed?: sadly I cant remember
Had sex?: never
Went to the movies?: on friday
Went out to eat?: today for lunch
Cried?: cant remember
Got dumped?: never
Dumped someone?: um... about a year ago
Threw up?: at shannons house
Peed?: does anyone keep track of these things? i mean seriously, c'mon now
Went skating?: when i was like 7
Went for a walk?: dont remember
Ate ice cream?: a month ago?
Got into a fight?: never, but i kind of want to
Three Things
3 things you enjoy doing
1. playing volleyball
2. Driving by myself
3. sleeping
3 things you want to try
1. living my life
2. scuba diving
3. deep sea diving
3 people you love
1. parents
2. friends
3. Sisters
3 foods you are addicted to
1. cereal
2. M&Ms
3. suckers
3 things you hate
1. sexist people
2. 2 girls
3. stupidity
3 shows you watched when you were little
1. power rangers
2. teenage mutant ninja turtles
3. barney
3 wishes
1. to be loved by someone
2. to stop eating
3. to start excersizing
Who was the last person you...
Talked to?: my sister
Yelled at?: cant remember
Kissed?: kyle
Hugged?: stacie
Went out to eat with?: stacie and capri
Flirted with?: um... not sure
Talked to on the phone?: my mom
Imed?: cant remember
E-Mail?: cant remember
Got flowers from?: kyle
Made love to?: no one
Danced with?: dani and christian
Fought with?: kyle
Worried about?: myself
Wanted to kill?: 2 girls
Cried over?: kyle
Thought about? No one
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[19 Dec 2004|09:56am] |
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so its the 3rd day of winter break and the most exciting thing that i have done so far is play pool with christian and my parents... how lame is that...dont get me wrong christian... i still love you but c'mon... that wasnt very exciting at all... hopefully my winter break will get better as the break progresses... but i doubt it b/c my parents are being lame and wont let me stay out late... oh well... nothing i can do about it
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[14 Dec 2004|10:02pm] |
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so.... here are my thoughts....
im in a realtionship with kyle and its going on 7 months now... and dont get me wrong... i like him a lot but im scared for things to get more serious because he is just going to go off to college soon and leave everyone behind including me... and he probably wont even visit very often... so im confused about if i should keep going with the relationship and let things continue on their path... or should i save myself the heartache and try not to let things get serious..... yeah it will still suck but not nearly as bad as it will be... its like im digging myself into a hole or heartache and the deeper i go the more painful it gets.... please help me
count down till winter break: 3 days
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